You ask, “Why doesn’t He speak to me as He speaks to others? Why is it He seems just to whisper to me”
Know without doubt He is smiling upon you. His eyes are upon each step of your life. His protection is with you guarding your steps. He is strengthening you Leading you forward into the next phase He has for you. He is preparing you for more.
He is watching your eyes as they search for Him. He is filling you with new hope and building you into His life. You are unique in Him and His ways.